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Takeshi19
Posts : 242
Join date : 2010-04-17
 |  Subject: .......HATE.  Sat May 01, 2010 8:59 pm | |
| I don't really want to go on details, but I seriously want to give up. I mean, I don't really stand a chance... Everything, even the thing I want the most is being taken over... What's left for me... Nothing? Might as well give up on this kind of thing, since I suck anyways... It's just so sad, to wake up one morning, to see something that really drains out the last bit of your confidence.
I'm tired of this... I don't even want to fight anymore. I-it's... just... hard cause I'm giving up but in fact I don't want to... But, fighting a fight you know you'll lose doesn't really make any sense. Yes, I tried, but it didn't change.
Some people might know what I'm talking about, but meh. Thank you to those who tried to help. Might as well disappear so I could forget about "this".
I hate it, I... hate it...
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Why...?
I'm tired... I'm tired of just shrugging it off... Just laughing.... Smiling... Pretending not to be sad. But as I always say... It's always bad to bottle it up inside of you... Now, I just need to burst this all out... | |
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SneakyDeath
Posts : 3
Join date : 2010-04-17
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Sun May 02, 2010 12:20 am | |
| I know the feeling and it is hard to just shrug it off. I will not say it will get better or worse. Just found someone or something worth fighting for. If you need someone to talk to, I am here or contact me at forumboardor@hotmail.com | |
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Yamiko
Posts : 740
Join date : 2010-04-18
Age : 31
Location : The Netherlands
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Sun May 02, 2010 6:59 am | |
| Wow... I have no idea what your situation might be, but it sounds pretty serious. I hope you'll be okay...
Maybe you should just allow people to see you're not doing that well anymore, if you keep smiling, no one will notice you're like this. It's hard to think of anything useful to say since I don't know the situation, but don't go doing any crazy stuff, okay? | |
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Takeshi19
Posts : 242
Join date : 2010-04-17
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Sun May 02, 2010 7:01 am | |
| - Yamiko wrote:
- Wow... I have no idea what your situation might be, but it sounds pretty serious. I hope you'll be okay...
Maybe you should just allow people to see you're not doing that well anymore, if you keep smiling, no one will notice you're like this. It's hard to think of anything useful to say since I don't know the situation, but don't go doing any crazy stuff, okay? --Well, I think it just went a little better because someone told me one of the things that I wanted to hear. <3~ Thank you so much for showing some concern. <3! | |
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AmyAnn
Admin
Posts : 392
Join date : 2010-04-17
Location : Daysuland
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Sun May 02, 2010 6:16 pm | |
| Dude, you should know that I'm here to listen, why didn't you tell me about any of this? I really hope you'll be alright but if you wanna vent or talk about anything then dun be scared to send me a message on skype.
Luvs ya, babe xx | |
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Takeshi19
Posts : 242
Join date : 2010-04-17
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Sun May 02, 2010 9:29 pm | |
| - AmyAnn wrote:
- Dude, you should know that I'm here to listen, why didn't you tell me about any of this? I really hope you'll be alright but if you wanna vent or talk about anything then dun be scared to send me a message on skype.
Luvs ya, babe xx Because you're not online T_T. I was like waiting for you to come online these past few days. XD | |
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AmyAnn
Admin
Posts : 392
Join date : 2010-04-17
Location : Daysuland
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Mon May 03, 2010 8:10 am | |
| I have been online when it's the morning for you, I've been out whilst you would be asleep [I'm working my hours just for you babe ;D]. I'll be online alot more the next few days since I have college work to do and I like skype distracting me. | |
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Takeshi19
Posts : 242
Join date : 2010-04-17
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Mon May 03, 2010 8:11 am | |
| <3~ XD. I hate timezones. They suck. D=< | |
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AmyAnn
Admin
Posts : 392
Join date : 2010-04-17
Location : Daysuland
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Mon May 03, 2010 8:14 am | |
| You should, like...move to Scotland. We could be together every day!~ [I'll sneak you into my class XD] | |
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Takeshi19
Posts : 242
Join date : 2010-04-17
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Mon May 03, 2010 8:15 am | |
| O.O. I'll sneak into the cargo hold of a ship that's heading to Scotland then, and find my way to your neighborhood. XD | |
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AmyAnn
Admin
Posts : 392
Join date : 2010-04-17
Location : Daysuland
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Mon May 03, 2010 8:21 am | |
| It'll be easy to find me, I stay at the top of the tallest hill in town  | |
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Takeshi19
Posts : 242
Join date : 2010-04-17
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Mon May 03, 2010 8:23 am | |
| I'm short. T_T. I can't see things that are about 5 feet above my view. LOL | |
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Yamiko
Posts : 740
Join date : 2010-04-18
Age : 31
Location : The Netherlands
| | Subject: Re: .......HATE. Mon May 03, 2010 1:06 pm | |
| - Takeshi19 wrote:
- Yamiko wrote:
- Wow... I have no idea what your situation might be, but it sounds pretty serious. I hope you'll be okay...
Maybe you should just allow people to see you're not doing that well anymore, if you keep smiling, no one will notice you're like this. It's hard to think of anything useful to say since I don't know the situation, but don't go doing any crazy stuff, okay?
--Well, I think it just went a little better because someone told me one of the things that I wanted to hear. <3~
Thank you so much for showing some concern. <3! That makes me happy. =] And good to see you have someone to talk to. ^^ (AmyAnn) Good luck with everything~ <3 | |
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